Loyal Readers (or Reader),
I made it a point to start writing this year. don't necessarily expect more posts (once a month or so). but I hope to actually write like a book or a screen play. Something substantial.
It's a new year. Rosh Hashanah began last night and that's my goal. that to become more observant, to get a real full time job and to stop looking at internet porn. hopefully, that will entail moving out of the parent's house. and also to spend more of my time in the real outside world, as opposed to my inner world, full of day dreams and day nightmares.
I would also like to figure out what to do about my dating life. but I've recently come to the conclusion, that in addition to alcohol,
Personal note: those who don't like to invade other people's private life, should read no further.
...love life is something that is very hard for me to enjoy b/c of the prescription drugs I'm on. (not that I ever had "relations" before being on them, so it could be just me).
But besides my problems. I'm already happy and headed for a good year, because I heard the shofar. Something that I haven't done in three or four years!
As we said at Temple today. Shana Tova! Happy New Year! may you be wiser this year, than you were in the past (year)! (That's the only ability you have the potential to improve in year after year. no matter what else happens.)
